I'm back... and no! there's no John Legend's "get lifted" Lyrics down here... I gotta give one big thanks to someone... no, she's not one of my best friend, I barely see her, she won't even realized that she had given me a little bit of light... I first met her at highschool... I'm such a big jerk that time... yup that's right... she's one of my ex... after highschool she went to the same university as I am, but I never get to talk with her, coz honestly the relationship didn't ended well... (and my girlfriend at that time would kill me if I did talked that much with her...) we only went out for a little more than 1 month... okay, I'll be honest, she became like my rebound after I broke up with my first girlfriend... but that's the first and last time I'll ever did that, and that's why I've always been wondering how's she doing? coz I really felt a lot of guilt towards her up until now... I just wanna know, is she doing fine?
Well, yesterday I was at my campus and saw her sitting alone holding tissues at her nose, then I asked what was she crying for? turns out she's ill, ahahahaa... so we chat quite a bit, I finally found out that she's doing great... (my friend told me that all of my ex are better off without me, ahahahahaa maybe he's right... should I become gay? >.<) funny watching my friends's reaction when they found out she's my ex, they'd like "WTF?!?!?!" ahahhaa, coz I don't think she's that pretty... what I liked from her was her personality... she means everything she does towards me, when I asked about math or physics, and her eyes... arrghhhh!!! killer!!!!! ahahahaa... she already had a boyfriend now, a working boyfriend... well that's a smart move I told her... go find a successful guy for you, not a bum like me... ahahhaaa... anyway, I finally get to talk with her... and you know what? that actually kinda gets me lifted a bit... well, at least I don't need to go out till morning again that night... I could go to sleep at home that night.
So other than my best friends, and my friends who's going through a similar/even worse thing like I had right now... I wanna say thanks to her... eventhough it just a little bit, but it's enough to stop me from doing anything more stupid... wish you the best...
~Arno~
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